Lateralus

Now I do not understand what my dreams mean. I do have old dreams that would probably be remembered for the rest of my life. What makes these dreams different than others? Maybe it's something one need's to figure out.

closer

Insight
Usually when people awake from sleep, they forget most of what the dreamed about. Occasionally you can recall pieces of your dream after waking depending on what stage of sleep you were in.
As for me, i've been waking a few times during the night, not only do i recall the dreams, but I understand what caused that certain dream to occur in the first place.

Sometimes I feel the dreams are very comforting. You meet a pretty girl in the park, and you instantly start talking. You hit it off so good you exchange numbers. You want to see her there the next day. You want to talk on the phone with her right away. But I know... dreams don't last that long. Bliss is ended by the static of the alarm clock , or the shock from a draft of air. Depressing, because she was perfect, and I was carefree.

Buts that's how all good dreams end. .... they end

Factual
The semester's beginning soon approaches. the end of the journey i soon near.

.... And all that could have been

This is my first entry, well my latest in a long while... it's been over a year since i abandoned my website and journal. It seemed appropiate at the time, to free myself and my time of it. It felt good however expressing myself and my art over the net.
Truly, I am still in the same phase of my life since last time.... it's just the supporting cast has changed. Also there is a different energy motivating me now.

and so; the end is the beginning is the end. For those of you i've met and lost, it was a pleasure knowing you. The ones that the future brings, I look forward to meeting. The ones who I will never meet, would have been a great treasure. and those moments i have now, i'll try to keep forever.