Drain

Don't take everything so literal

what the Fudge

JAW: you coming back here in may?
Christina: prolly
Christina: brb i have to drop the kidd off at the pool
JAW: alright
Christina: ok
JAW: so quick?
Christina: .yup
JAW: you threw him from the window or something?
Christina: what the kidds?
JAW: yup
Christina: no i already flushed them
JAW: ok now i'm confused lol
Christina: i had to take a shit
JAW: lmao
JAW: i never heard that expression, but i get it now =P
Christina: lol
Christina: hahahaaa
JAW: i thought you had a little nephew or something lol
Christina: i do but i didnt mean it like that

A space between

It was refreshing seeing her again. ...

Lull

As if assuming the future would heal me. I still don't know what to expect. I still have nothing to tide the emptiness. I thought I had the answer, but it's like the weather.

I know I can not wait forever for it to change. I do not want to wait for tomorrow, what I need to know today.

Anatomy of a moon

If I can just have a moment of your existence, we could try to make sense of it all. The amount of times the coin landed on its side. The frailty of that moment, as we are certain it would not last. This time can be forgotten as a page is torn from a book. As you tear a scene from a memory, as I tear a face from your person.

Stay eager, never fall into a cycle. You can not grow around, only upward. An end like a terminus….. to realize where you are from the start, the beginning, to the end, the dark. We always were good at pretending. But the pages couldn’t be torn. The pages weren’t easily removed.

On the border of failure I knew what was to come. The end of your person. Lets start to feel sick, like we used to do when we pretended.

Bless you, Jarone

we're in this together now

OMG I go from covering a Nine Inch Nails song, to scoring a ticket to their May show in the hammerstein ballroom. HELL yes. My replacement Zen Micro is arrived today also. Now I can record the concert.

Apple ipod mini did increase it's storage capacity to 6 gigs... but that's because Creative is kicking their ass. The iPod is more of a trend than anything else. Sure it has a good user interface and maybe the looks, but in terms of functionality, Zen micro wins. Voice and FM recording, FM tuner, WMA file support, 5 gigs, can be detected as a removable drive, easy user replaceable battery. Also extra battery only costs $40 as opposed to iPods $99 battery which you have to have professionally installed unless you know what the hell you are doing.

I'm just sick and tired of seeing all the sheep in the subways and busses with their damn white earbuds. These animals that barely know anything about computers and just buy it because all their friends own one. Of course they always go for the 20 gig version too, to make things worse. Hard to find someone with the $250 mini opposed to the $300 iPod 4. It's all about marketing.